Tuesday, February 26, 2019

hard times for the over dogs.

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February 26th, 2019 Tuesday.
Hard Times for Creating Hard Times for Me --  One
 Mr. Tracy Charles Gibson

[ 1 ]  -- Political, Social & Economic isolation, discrimination & harassment created by the federal government since 2008.
[ a ] I have NOT traveled to New York, Manhattan & Brooklyn since the year 2000 or 2001.
[ b ] – I have been effectively trapped in short-term, low – paying Jobs since  2006.
[ c ]   --  I have had tremendous difficulty launching my corporate interests & getting financial support for my vital corporate interests, some of which are crucial to national business security – especially for Black businesses.
[ d ] – I spent $27,000.00 [ a loan from my sister, after She settled on a house in the District of Columbia ];  $10,000.00 [ a payed – out 401K from News America Corporation / and / or TV Guide Magazine where I worked for 13 years ]; $45,000.00 [ a settlement from a house I was living in in West Philadelphia at 4635 Sansom Street that I sold to but a new property in Delaware.];  &             $ 50,000.00 [ a settlement from my father while He was still alive after the settle of one of His houses ( 4713 Hazel A venue ) .] Three separate payments for house settlements or 401K’s. After I received all this money I failed to pay down on my debts – highly unlikely.  I am and remain very suspicious of the banking and financial industry in the former United States [ Now known as Turtle Island by progressives, Native Americans & Revolutionaries who want to see fairness, decency and economic fairness  brought to our country. Turtle Island is what the Native Americans, formerly forced to live on desolate reservations, call our country of North America. ] I know I should have been able to spend these sums on personal credit debts, student loans, and other bills that still haunt me. I can vouch for about $17,000.00 that I spent for a vacation for myself and my then male lover Larry Davis; and for a reception for Mr. Davis and myself, but the rest is mostly ``missing or unaccounted for .‘’ While I did have a large amount of money for the settlement of the property in Delaware [ New Castle ] 214 Southwyk Road, of  about $78,000.00  --  that still does not account for all this money being spent without paying down my $40,000.00 plus personal documented debt.
[ e ] – I had a lovely home in New Castle, Delaware the 214 Southwyk Road property, foreclosed on by Chase Manhattan & I lost $80,000.00  -- my life’s savings.  My mortgage company projected my income to go up in Delaware to about $40,000.00 a year, so He could justify the mortgage. The mortgage company was  Salduchie Mortgage Phone 267 – 444 -- 6528.  This was part of the massive mortgage crisis that impacted many People during the middle 2000’s.
[ f ] – I have been unable to place myself in a position to teach Young Black men lessons on good manners, Black history, etiquette, city politics, HOW to avoid police brutality, self-respect, self-esteem, etc. , even though I have written Black churches; put it on the Net requesting funds from Black celebrities & spoken  to friends & community leaders about the importance of this proposed work. I do send out e-mails and outreach to young Black men, but often they are unaware of my skill level and How important these issues are for getting a foothold in the corporate sector and / or starting a business or corporation for themselves and / or their families.
[ g ] --  I am on disability, but have wanted to work for decades and am highly qualified, skilled and highly functional regardless of the disability. I have a great many skills, but have only gotten part-time work making minimum wage.   (I received $7.25 an hour working for the Mayor’s Commission on Aging – the Host company was Girls & Boys Clubs at 35th and Haverford Avenue -- this is obvious discrimination considering an experienced Public Relations person [ WHITE ] would be making about $80,000.00 a year. My disability income is just around $12,500.00 a year and I am 62 years old with a multitude of experience from my own corporation.
[ h ] I have been discriminated against & marginalized so as to curb and control my potential high level of success.
[ I ] – A host of creative ideas & business ideas have been lifted from me by the following people:
     [  1  ] --  Mr. Kevin Taylor a Pastor at Unity Fellowship Christ Church Newark, New Jersey.
     [  2  ]  --   The stars, creators, producers & executive producers of the Television series EMPIRE.
     [  3  ]  --   Three computers have been stolen from me that were full of original works of non-fiction and fiction writing , original ideas & original poems for which I did not & do not have the MONEY to copyright, and never received adequate financial compensation…
     [  4   ]   --  I gave verbal and possibly written approval to Oprah Winfrey to publish my recent manuscript Tracks to Truth, but never heard anything from her staff, officially. The manuscript was sent to the Association of Black Homeschoolers; famed and respected writer / activist Alice Walker; & my family & friends.  I asked for attribution, but didn’t ask for any Royalties, because it is an officially unpublished work and I have only self-published at this point, as far as I know.
(I have a book that was published on www.LuLu.Com, `` Let the Children Gather,’’ which sells for $10.00 a copy. A gentleman from Arhch Street United Methodist Church agreed to take a copy, but never paid for it. I can get you His name, if you need it. [  j  ]  --  I have NOT fully experienced physical intimacy with another man in over two years & have been marginalized& pigeon-holed into believing I cannot have a rewarding, LOVing, kind, respectful, sharing & economically stable relationship with another Black man.  I will never accept this.
[  k  ]   --  I sent the free library of Philadelphia a letter asking for a billion dollars for putting lunch counters in the community libraries and doing major renovations for the library system.  I was told by the free library’s main branch that they received a $25,000,000.00  {  $ Twenty-Five Million Dollar } William Penn Foundation grant three years after I wrote my letter. { It may have taken three years to do the research for the grant}. When I asked an official library administrator if they could trace their grant back to my letter, they claimed there was a rather convoluted process for getting grants that was untraceable.  Having the grant’s reception as part of my official record as an activist, Black community organizer & a Black philanthropist, would get me many paying clients who will pay well for my services. The Free Library has been uncooperative, at this juncture.  
[L] I have also come to discover that a business idea I have been developing for several years has been confiscated, and is about to be developed by magic Johnson or another major financial entity.  It is for a network of stores called Socks N’ Jocks, which provides a festive atmosphere for the sales of safe sex videos, condoms, and men’s underwear, jock straps, socks and tee-shirts. I have proposed there be rap music ( without cursing); men and women friendly atmosphere; straight and gay friendly.  Black Youth friendly. The stores are also designed to help curb the high rates of HIV in inner cities like Philadelphia and Atlanta. I am asking Mr. Magic Johnson for a $10 Million Dollar settlement if He wants to accept this international project.  I am willing to act as a consultant to keep  fresh business ideas flowing into the project at no extra cost. I would like 10 % of the profits, after the first three stores are established and profitable.  I want this particular matter handled out of court, as I do not wish to embarrass Mr. Magic Johnson’s Corporations or cause bad media or bad press.  
Background:

I am a college-educated { The Ohio State University} –  BS in Journalism & Public Relations minoring in Black Studies [ August of 1978 ]. I have successfully taken free Workshops in Personal Finance & Entrepreneurship   at the University of Pennsylvania’s Wharton Schoolfor Business & received a certificate for each workshop.  { These workshops were free and open to the public. }  I have taken over 15 other workshops at other institutions such as theMoney School in New Castle & Newark, Delaware. I also received a certificate for taking a parenting class at the Salvation Army at 45th and market Street  in West Philadelphia. I received my Serv.Safe Certificate from the People’s Emergency Center on October of 2016, it is good for five years.) I have had at least three jobs as a sales person at stores includingMacy’s Sears, & Staples.  On a very limited budget, I saved & invested over $1,000.00 in the New York Stock Exchange with Fidelity Investments. Just a few weeks ago,   --  1  --  7  --  2019 – I re-applied for a job with The Mayor’s Commission on Aging in Center City Philadelphia; I also inquired about work at various stores located in my neighborhood including the Eat CafĂ©, where I filled out and turned in an application.  On February 25th, 2019 I took an application personally to Meriposa Food Co-Op at 49th and Baltimore Avenue.   I am also a loyal church-goer & strong believer in GOD & Jesus Christ who attends Unity Fellowship Christ church of Philadelphia with regularity.  Because of my financial hardship, my health has been called into question as I have NOT been able to afford the proper food that someone who is conscious and aware would want to eat while having high blood pressure.  ( The food they give away at church missions is high in salt, fat and items that are not recommended to eat such as white bread, pork, white milk and white flour.  P

about plastic bags at the super market

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February 22nd, 2019 Friday
About Plastic Bags in the Super Market
ShopRite of Glenolden
140 North Macdade Blvd
Glenolden, Pennsylvania  19036-1224
1 ( 609) 461  2572
Store Owner / Parent Companies /

I like Shop Rite & Fresh Grocer.

 I like the fresh vegetables & Fruits especially. I also like the fresh meat like free-Range chicken, fresh ground turkey, & fresh lamb  - I rarely buy or eat lamb.
     I like the fact that, in my neighborhood, you hire many Black youths who really need to develop a better work ethic.   I like the [ fact ] that the stores are kept clean & orderly. You even hire some Black managers which, frankly, I LOVe.
     Now, I’m going to tell you somethings I really don’t like. I don’t like the fact that your stores & the federal & state government has seen fit to sell alcohol in your stores.  Let me repeat  --  I don’t like, at all, How you are now selling what my friends the Native Americans call Fire Water to People in your store.  There was a good, well-paying system in place in Pennsylvania of State Stores which provided good-paying union jobs & which was much better at making sure minor youth never bought Fire Water because such sales undermine their education & hinder them from thinking correctly and clearly for their vastly important studies. Alcohol is far too easy for Black People & Black youth to buy. Alcohol abuse doesn’t have to break up families, destroy futures, lead to illegal drug abuse & so forth. I want you to join me in expressing to the Black church where you have stores that our Black Youth don’t need to be buying beer, wine & stronger alcohol anywhere at all.  You need to GooGle  ``What alcohol Does to the human Body’’ & strongly consider taking sales out of the Super Markets. Meanwhile, I will be putting this letter on My Blog & sending hard copies to my congressman, my state Senator & my city council representative.  Our Black youths must listen & pay attention in school, not bring wine, beer, & other alcohol to school which is at the core of disobeying & disrespecting & disrupting our schools.  Such massive sales of alcohol are not R-E-S-P-E-C-T-F-U-L-L of our Black youth, our Black families & our Black Business Network, which also does not need to sell wine & beer or other alcoholic products at their store locations.
     Another thing I really don’t like about the Super market is the fact that at any given store I & many other shoppers can spend as much as 5 minutes trying to pull the plastic fruit & vegetable bags apart. This is ridiculous! This ``process’’ is very frustrating & a waste of shopper’s time. If you take 5 minutes for each fruit or vegetable item you can see your sales productivity going right out the window.  Contact the bag producers & have them make the bags so that they pull apart more easily. I promise  you, I will write them also.  Something must be done about this immediately!  Please,  & I thank you.
     The final thing I want you to do is stop jamming sodas, crappy processed baked goods, fattening cakes, brownies, & sugary cereals in the front of the store where people first come into the store. I have very much noticed that this is not done at super markets in White neighborhoods.  Black people who really don’t need to be buying such health-stealing items, don’t need to be relied upon to buy these items almost without thinking just because they are in the front of the stores. 
     The item about the plastic food bags, -- please don’t overlook this.  It is at the crux of why I wrote this letter in the first place. I understand that store productivity is very important if I want to see more Black youths hired by your stores. Believe me, I have been a successful advocate for Black People and Black youth for decades so this is very, very important to me. I just turned down an offer from a major been distributor for sponsorship of my corporation.  I did accept a Coco-Cola endorsement, but ONLY for the sugar-free sodas, not regular Coco-Cola or Diet Cola. I work very hard to be consistent, balanced, and fair.  Remember I started this letter by saying HOW much I appreciated the great things you are doing. This letter will be circulated on the NET & on my very popular Blog. If you feel I have been unfair to you, please call me at my small home office, and I will negotiate with you as to HOW I can change it for the better.  Forgive me if I have used harsh words here. I have not done the research, but the availability of alcohol is undoubtedly connected with our Black youth’s behavior problems and their ability to learn properly in school.  Availability of alcohol is also hindering our Black youth in area colleges and is fuel for the fires that inflame bad relations between police and the Black community. This letter is also set to go out to Black parent’s groups; Black community groups; Black fraternities and Black sororities; & Black churches.   I thank you for kindly reading this letter.    


Gratefully True,

Tracy Charles Gibson
Also Known As GOD

·         I am GOD, but no more GOD than you are. 

Monday, February 11, 2019

Where is Turtle Island. HERE!


The United Snakes of America as Opposed to Turtle Island.

     A friend of mine calls our country the United Snakes of America. I immediately took issue with Her because what this statement does is unify the enemies in our country as a force to attempt to take away our the Black progress we have made.  When you speak such words into the universe, you end up empowering people who are against you.  This is NOT a wise thing to do.

     On the other hand, I call our country Turtle Island.  This is the term used for the United States of America that is used by Native People.  This unifies our country under its rightful owner – the Native American People, who were all but, at one point, almost exterminated from their own homeland, by invaders.   They were once forced to live on reservations and had to walk what was then called the Trail of Tears. This was their walking in a forced manner, across the country during brutal weather.  They lost hundreds of people that year.  But now, Native Americans have a bright future and own aver 30 Native American colleges, through the American Indian College Fund.  I am very proud of them because Native blood flows through the vanes of many African Americans.  They also own some casinos in this Turtle Island, and are making money to work towards getting their people fed, getting off of illegal drugs and alcohol, and finding a purpose to live for. Thank you for listening to me today.


Brother Tracy Charles Gibson…..

Harassment and Discrimination Ends Today


Dear, Senator Vincent Hughes; City Councilwoman Blondell Reynolds Brown; & Congressman Dwight Evans:
I am Mr. Tracy Charles Gibson. You may know that I am a Black activist in the Black community with local, state-wide, national and international interests and concerns.  I work on such issues as Black youth issues like better education & better opportunities for physical exercise and sports; advocating for access to the arts, entertainment & high cultural events such as dance, film & movie showings, song, concerts,  etc. This access is for the general poor residents of Philadelphia and Black poor people. I also work in Public Relations,  Advertising & philanthropy and plan to continue giving sums of money back to other private,  public, non-profit and charitable organizations who work on Black issues & concerns.  
Providing lectures and discussions on these subjects to the Black public & the general public.
I have faced a massive problem with running my company in the Black for the last 13 years since we were incorporated on December 18th, 2006.  We have been harassed by the federal government and discriminated against by local, state and federal governments and agencies; we have also applied for certain statuses with the City government of Philadelphia such as benefits for our corporations being run and owned by a disabled person – namely our parent company, Brother Tracy Gibson & Assoc., Inc., and our sixteen subsidiaries.  It is my hope and prayer that you can do something about this problem as I fully expect and anticipate to provide some 400 jobs in the Philadelphia area in the next three months. If I am hindered by such atrocious behaviors by governments, I am hindered in my important and vital work.  This message will be sent to three law firms that are helping me with my work by representing my corporate interests legally.  I thank you for the assistance you can offer.  I can be reached at 1 { 215 } 823 – 9985 during the work week and during regular work hours. Please leave me a message if I am not in my home office.

My Experiences with The Jewish Community

About The Jewish People…
Some of us as Black people don’t like or even hate Jewish people. Most of us who feel this way are falling into lock step with some of our National and International leaders who we perceive of as progressive or who we perceive of as having the best interest of the Black community at heart. Some Blacks who feel this way are also coming up with their own reasons, justifications and judgments for the way they feel. Some Black leaders seem misguided on this issue. I ask for a voice and patience. Some Black leaders may well have our best interests at heart as Black people in many ways, but hating Jewish people is not a solution. And certainly NOT a final solution… !!! What we need to do is analyze why these people are hated throughout the world, especially within the Muslim and Islamic world, and come to some conclusions as to how we can improve relations with Jewish people and help them to see the error of their ways. We also need to do this WITHOUT spending too much time and Capital on this because the problems of Black people should and must be our main concern. The reason for this is that we are a vastly poorer and less enfranchised people than just about every race on the planet and all of us—as Black people--need to take a hand in helping other Black people. God helps those who help themselves. I have made a proposal here that I think can help Black and Jewish people at the same time..., but working TOGETHER is crucial…

Jewish people are seen by many of us as a people of means. Wealthy, rich, established, successful business owners, entrepreneurs, philanthropists, profiteers, Wall Street executives, stock brokers, wealthy and connected lawyers, men and women of medicine, real estate tycoons, property owners, landlords, diamond mine owners, movie moguls, movie directors, movie producers, record company owners and producers, talent managers, TV executives, over-paid actors, successful advertising executives, merchants, accountants, money changers and bankers. These are the jobs that we envision Jewish people as having. (Certainly there are various other jobs of stature and merit that Jewish people also have such as teacher, mail carrier and so forth.) We as Black people, also have a tendency to envision Jewish people as running rough shod over the rest of us through the jobs they hold and how they maintain money for themselves and how they manage & control money. This perception is often at the root of why we hate, dislike, resent, feel jealous of or otherwise have distain for the Jewish people.

I have to say that the perceptions we have of Jewish people and money are largely correct. They do own a lot of businesses and manage money well. It is not an empty stereotype. Walter Annenberg died one of the richest people in the world. He disavowed his Jewish religion, but he was born a Jewish person. DeBeers is a family of diamond merchants who literally took billions of dollars in diamonds out of Africa and found ways exploit African labor and to merchandise these diamonds throughout the world. There are several other Jewish families that have gone into business and done very well—very, very well indeed. Does this mean we should resent them and not wish them well? No, not necessarily. Does it mean that we should be more like them? I say a definite NO to that also. So what’s the problem? Many of us have thrown our hands up and not taken a close look at the situation.

(I have to admit here that I have a different view of Jewish people than most Black people have. I have a tendency to find Jewish people very friendly and even funny. For example I think the humor of a Mel Brooks or a Woody Alan is phenomenal. I feel that if we can’t laugh in this world once in a while, what the heck are we here for anyway!! I like their culture and food. I have ALWAYS had Jewish friends. An older Jewish man who had befriended my father loaned me $800.00 when my father had NO MONEY to do so. I was able to take that $800.00 and parlay it into home ownership. It was the first home, an investment property, I had ever owned. I was 26 years old at the time. The income from my history of home ownership, which started from that loan, has brought me some $300,000.00 over about 25 years. I have no reason to hate Jewish people and am forever thankful for what they have done for me and for other Black people.)

Upon closer analysis, one can see that the Jewish people have done some homework we, as Black people, haven’t done. At the same time, however, we have certain innate mechanisms within us that don’t allow us, in mass, to exploit other people the way some Jewish people have done and continue to do to many poor and working people throughout the world... We are a more giving people and we have paid a dear price for that. But, we don’t have to continue to be walked on by so many of the other races & religions on the planet as we move forward into a New Year and a new decade. We can stand up for ourselves economically, face the music & learn how to love ourselves and be proud of the hard earned achievements we have made and will continue to make in America and elsewhere. And we can also expect better for ourselves as Black people…

Including Jewish people in on solutions for Africans—especially considering the new influence that Islam has among Blacks—makes this statement very controversial. But some clear and forthright thinking is needed here.

I am NOT saying that all Jewish people walk on Black people economically--far from it. Many Jewish people love to give back to the less fortunate. And they have given back to Blacks while giving back to the less fortunate on many occasions. What I am saying is that they don’t go out of their way to make sure that we get what we need economically. (Ultimately making sure we as Black people have what we need is up to us as Black people, not the government or any other group, religion or entity). Jewish people basically teach their children to take care of the family businesses and what happens is that all their money basically remains in the hands of other future Jewish generations. To ask them to do much else would be for them to perform a herculean task because most people look out for themselves. Black people are some of the last people on earth to understand & learn that this is a good way to survive and thrive into the future—by looking out for number one—you and your family, your friends and your people.

Certainly there are some people among us who have learned this lesson long ago such as Marcus Garvey, the Black Muslims and some Black millionaires and a few Black billionaires. They have learned to give back to the Black community while helping themselves. They have started progressive programs to re-build our people and our community and give back to the Black community. People like Danny Glover and Kenny Gamble come to mind also…

So we are learning. One thing we are learning is what Spike Lee learned before he went into filmmaking school. That is that if we as Black people concentrate ourselves in more of the lucrative & pervasive fields of study we will make out better as a people. Spike went into filmmaking school at New York University because he saw an opportunity to make money and to have some influence over what people do and think. The film industry creates images of people here in North America that are shared & seen throughout the world. This was a good reason to go into filmmaking. But with that decision comes the responsibility to make good products. He has done that and we could use another one hundred & fifty Spike Lees, both male and female. We can use more Spike Lees & people like him to help promote and advance the race, the progressive point of view and to give hope and more love to all of humanity…

Even through there are many other such examples, we are behind the eight ball right now as Black people. We need to not only learn new fields of study that are new, lucrative & pervasive, we also need to gain more influence with people who have, in some instances, turned their backs to us and let us dry up and die like dead fruit on the vine. There was some good relations between Jewish people and Black people through the Civil Rights movement of the 1960’s and 1970’s, (Some Jewish People, in fact died right along side of us) but for the most part the Jewish people have tended in the most recent past, to take care of their own and not worry so much about us. (The real truth is that many Jewish people made advances through Civil Rights and then turned their backs on the Black cause). The fact that Jewish people have concentrated themselves in the fields that make a great deal of money, ergo. Wall Street, advertising, the movie industry, accounting, record companies, corporate management, the legal profession, medicine and banking—is both a curse and a blessing. It is a curse because other ethnic groups look on in envy and, if they are not informed, may be out for blood.* [A little nasty secret about the rise of Adolph Hitler in Nazi Germany in the 1930’s was the fact that Jewish People were observed as having undue control & influence over much of the German economy when Hitler came to power. Hitler capitalized on this and made Jewish People scapegoats. A similar economic situation—with Jewish people in positions of controlling economic power—is presently taking hold in North America, I am afraid to say. This is of great concern to me as a progressive thinker and as a writer]. The blessings of having a lot of economic power & money are obvious—the Jewish people have the cash to make the positive changes and exert the influence & leverage as they see fit to do. This is one of the reasons why the United States has such staunch support for the State of Israel and on the other hand the Black community’s lack of influence is why the entire continent of Africa gets lit service and crumbs from the table. Certainly Black people could benefit from taking on fields of study that are more lucrative, but I feel our hearts have to be in the work. While Blacks in America are in many lucrative fields and just about all fields of study, many Black men and Black women find a calling in the study of theology and a dedication to Jesus Christ. Maybe such study could be augmented and mixed with other more lucrative study. Some Black preachers, male and female, have also made Big Bucks and have produced what has been come to be called ``Mega Churches’’…. I would be interested to know what you think of Black people taking up fields of study that are perceived as being more lucrative. If you write me at BrotherTracy11@GMail.Com, remember, sometimes it is not what you know but who you know. Include an assessment of that statement with your analysis & messages to me as well…

Moreover, one might ask: why have Blacks and Jews not gotten along recently & how do we work ourselves past this roadblock? Calling Jewish People Zionists and alienating ourselves from their community is not going to get us any play any time soon. Unfortunately, this is what many Black Nationalists do. They feel Mo Better about themselves the more they call Jewish people who want a homeland Zionists and point an ever-threatening finger at them. This isn’t helping their community or ours. I have many Jewish friends and most of them are stanch anti-Zionists. I want more Jewish friends. I want to help Jewish people who want another Homeland to work with me at getting a Homeland outside of Israel and, in fact, I want their new Homeland to be in Africa. I know I’ll catch Hell from many Black friends for saying that, but I think it is a solution for Black Africans and for Jewish people alike.

I want more Jewish People to settle into parts of Africa, preferably into the area around Mozambique, Zambia and Zimbabwe. I have no contact with the governments there at this time and this is only on paper now, but I think it can work. Why do I think this can work? Some adventurous Jewish people could vow to work with the indigenous people of this African region and teach them management skills for business, learn the language, and help them as doctors and lawyers and so forth. Certainly the indigenous peoples would have something to teach the Jewish people also. Certainly there are Jewish people who want OUT of the current stranglehold and desperate situation they find themselves in with the Palestinian people and other Muslims in Israel and the surrounding states & regions. (The Middle East crisis probably won’t be totally solved by anything I propose here, but I think tensions can be lessened and the whole picture can be made clearer.) There would have to be certain regulations put into place that made sure that the incoming Jewish people would relinquish their rights to self govern for a number of years until they could set up a stable state. This state would be governed by Black Africans with the minority holding a MINORITY share of power—that would be for progressive Jewish people. I am NOT talking about an influx of the right wing kind of Jewish people taking hold as there are in Israel right now... So don’t get me wrong… That would never work. There would need to be all kinds of regulations and balances for power to be shared & to make sure that Black Africans, indigenous to the area, held most of the power for quite some time. This region could become a Mecca for development as more and more lives were saved as indigenous peoples overcame the diseases that are in that area right now. This could also have a positive impact on famine, lack of water and other problems in the region. Also: as more professionals came in who are of Jewish descent they could lend their professions to stabilizing the region. The whole project would get great media attention and be seen as a solution & a constructive alternative to some of the strife and violence in that region….

One thing that would have to take place for this to work is for a real study to be done to find out just how much land is already owned by Jewish people in all the African countries in the first place. I know they have land holdings in many regions, but especially in South Africa.

I also think there is a big need for more input and help from African Americans and other Black people throughout the world to make such a build up & reconstruction work. It would also be very important for any building to be green and sustainable. There would have to be provisions for wild life and any such development, as we have said, would HAVE to be eco-friendly. This is a small part of my developing proposal on the Middle East (A Sane Solution for the Middle East) included in Chapter 14 of this book.


There are other considerations. This project would take decades and would need a legal and economic foundation as well as governmental support from Africans, the U.S. government, the United Nations and from some progressive factions in Israel and many Muslim Nations. One of the other considerations is the fact that there is a strong and growing Muslim stream of influence running through the Black community both within Africa and other parts of the world including in the U.S. This would have to be dealt with in an inclusive, positive and proactive way. I feel other factions could help in this development of Africa. Any leadership among Africans (and Jewish people also) who will control this project would have to be in rotation to help avoid corruption and undue influence of too many powerful individuals. The African Union, I would hope, would want to take part, even though they will possibly not understand or be very suspicious of the effort at first.

What I’m saying is that this Jewish Development, may end up being an International Mecca for all people to find a refuge of peace, stability and solace—not just Jewish or African people. I envision this happening and plan to work towards it’s fruition in the very near future… All dreams start with a vision…

reaching Mental Health

Mental Health—No More Heads in the Sand…..

I have been hospitalized for depression, nervous upsets and bipolar illness about seven (7) times. Each hospitalization was a journey to another place in my development as a human being. It still isn’t easy to talk about after ten years of NOT being hospitalized…

One thing is for sure, I know I’m not alone. I know there are millions of Americans and thousands upon thousands of Black Americans who have a mental illness. It is funny, or not so funny, how other people don’t understand mental illness. They see you and think you can work at a regular job. They don’t know the pain and anguish that goes with being hospitalized and having to take medicine and go to therapy for over 30 years. It all grates on the soul and takes a toll on the spirit, but it also saves the spirit and leads to a path of renewal and survival. There are many, many rewards for taking your head out of the sand and dealing with your issues as a person with some seemingly insurmountable problems that only a therapist can help you work through. There are a lot of people in the world who say to themselves each and every day ``I’m OK, I don’t need a psychiatrist!!’’ Well let me tell you EVERYBODY on the planet can benefit from therapy and many millions of people NEED to be in therapy.

Don’t let someone else’s ideas about a ``stigma’’ stop you from getting the help you need. It seems like only about a month ago that my sister sat with me at a hospital reception area (in West Philadelphia) and tried to convince me for about an hour to sign myself in for that first time evaluative stay. I would have none of it. I wasn’t cooperating because I had bought into the significant and lasting ``stigma’’ that is berried in each American’s head about therapy and getting psychiatric help. Lucky for me my Brother-in-law is a doctor and had just met a Black psychiatrist on a plane ride who ended up being my first psychiatrist. He was a Black psychiatrist who I would be seeing once a week for quite some time and then once every other week. (He ended up being my psychiatrist for about 10 years and he helped me through some of the toughest days of my adult life)…. He diagnosed me with bipolar illness after the first two months. It was hard because he knew about the depression, but it wasn’t until I went off the deep end with laughter that he saw the manifestation of the Manic or (UP) side of the equation. After that he knew about both sides of the coin—the too up and the too down side.

It took years of crying & agony in therapy to work through what I felt was my emotional mistreatment and emotional abuse as a child to come to grips with the fact that my parents did the best they could do and that I had had a very happy and fairly stable childhood for a Black child growing up with the American inner city experience…. What was really the problem was a chemical imbalance that could, thank GOD, be treated with medication and therapy. I have met people in hospital stays who could NOT be helped with medication. I remember having a very sobering feeling at meeting a White gentleman who was like that. I remember feeling like the luckiest person in the world just because there was medicine to treat what was wrong with me—even though it made me gain weight and have some other fairly minor side effects. I can’t begin to tell you how bad I felt for the White gentleman who was losing hope fast because his medicine didn’t seem to be working…

How did it all happen? I remember the long train ride from New York to Philadelphia. My mind was on fire. Burning up with what I would discover in about six months as being bipolar illness. I had lost it all in New York. One day I went to work at my job at TV Guide Magazine and I just couldn’t cope. I couldn’t sit still. I was antsy all day and my Boss, well he knew something was wrong. I took off in the afternoon… I don’t even remember if I ate lunch or not. I left work and walked to Harlem from Midtown Manhattan. I WALKED to 135th street to see my sister. I walked all the way to her apartment building, or what I thought was her apartment building. I went up stairs and knocked on her door. Things looked strange. There was a lady I talked with as I walked through Harlem who I said would have been ``my wife’’. I said this to her, a complete stranger… She looked at me and saw the fire in my eyes and moved away quickly. I knocked on my sister’s door and I had the wrong door.  I knocked on another door and it was still not right. I was in the WRONG BUILDING… My mind and my head were almost literally spinning with the heat of depression, anger and the impending mental illness I would struggle with for a generation. I walked back to midtown Manhattan and made it somehow to my small railroad apartment near the Better Days Night spot. I had my roommate, a White man from West Virginia, call my sister and my brother-in-law. I was reeling with instability, anger and depression. It seemed to take them only minutes to get there, but it was more like an hour. I believe they had already been alerted by my boss that something was dreadfully wrong with me that day at work.

Then there was the frantic train ride to Philadelphia. My Mother and my Sister took me to Philadelphia with just the clothing on my back. It must have been the next day. Again I am not sure. We stopped along the way, as the local trains do. I tried to get off the damned train!! Didn’t I realize what that did to these two women who had seen me through all my life until now? They were frightened to death at having this 6’ 4’’ Black man trying to leave them when he was in such a state. Somehow they convinced me to sit down and take it easy until we got back to Philly. I must have been talking some gibberish and laughing a bit also. They must have been wondering what in God’s name had gotten into me. What was wrong with me…

I stayed overnight at my Mother’s house on 49th street in Philly. It was a totally restless night. My sister slept in the bed with me because my Mom and sister were both very afraid I would go off again somewhere. I had terrible dreams. I was up and out of the bed and to the bathroom and frightened out of my mind all night... I was not on medicine yet and had NEVER seen a therapist at that point except one family therapy session with the entire family. I was going mad. Through a process of what seemed like osmosis I had an orgasm, fully dressed and without ANY sexual closeness or manipulation from anyone including myself. Now that was really crazy!! I was almost possessed with some spirit or GOD or Voodoo or some African villager I had never met. What the Hell was going on with me? Only GOD knew! Maybe it was the Devil or something worse. It seemed worse than anything I had ever experienced in my 24 years of life up until that point or really ever since then. I am now 53 and it was the most fearsome & frightening experience I have ever had.

My sister got me to The Hospital (Now Mercy Hospital) in West Philly. Naturally, being totally out of my mind, I didn’t want to sign myself in. My sister, GOD bless her, she sat there and argued and cajoled with me for an hour or two begging me to get the help I needed. I finally signed the papers. She took the time and had the GOD-like patience to see that this was best for me… She did not 302 me or try to sign me in without my permission. My mind continued to race faster than Malcolm X could spit out his words of fire in the 1960’s. I saw some workmen across the street as they fixed the roof on a building. I thought of my Father because he was always fixing buildings and climbing ladders and walking on roofs as a landlord in West Philly…. I wondered where Dad was. I didn’t know. Maybe he just didn’t understand this aspect about his son either. I know that he cared deeply about me, but that he didn’t really know what to do to show that he cared or how to show that caring side of himself… The workmen’s work was not unlike the way Dad and I had probably done a few times before I moved to New York or when I was younger. They gave me some cogenten and some other medication called haldol. I would be taking such medicine for the rest of my life up until right now, this very second, anti-depressants are in my system.

The Hospital ambulance took me from THE HOSPITAL to another facility that dealt solely with mental illness. The word stung me as bad as the disease did. You are now mentally ill. You will never amount to anything. You will be helpless as a jellyfish on a hot stove. You ain’t shit Nigger!! Go to HELL. The voices were not only in my head, but in my thinking as well. We made it to Fairmount Institute and my life began a long journey towards healing and of processing what had happened. I was in group sessions and individual therapy where I talked about my hatreds and my passions and my fears and my paranoid feelings and I took medicine and I grew stronger mentally every day... I also read some books and made some new friends and did some drawings. This all helped cool down and slow down my thinking. In three months I would start a job at TV Guide in Radnor, Pennsylvania... That was the beginning of another journey—one filled with potholes, hills and valleys, rewards, oddities, friends, strange kooky people, and various friendly and not so friendly relations with people of every ethnic stripe. I was thankful to GOD & my family that at least another segment of my life would begin. GOD had other plans for me and other work that would take me into the future. I thought I was going to die, but I didn’t. I had made it through a vortex, but there was more to come.

to World Leaders

9-23-09 to January 20th, 2023

What I Say to World Leaders…..
Women & so-called ``Minority Groups’’ must get adequate Access to jobs, ethnically sensitive educations, health care & other quality of life entities.

No one needs to pollute. It cannot be tolerated.

We all must take care of the poor.

No government or individual should intervene where they are not wanted.

War must be observed as a crime, not a game for the well-paid soldier and military profiteers...

Decent housing should be a right for ALL people.

Jobs for ALL who can work  & want to work & at very good pay. .

People should have time to RELAX & spend time with family & friends.

We must ALL deal positively with mental health & physical health issues & concerns, always seeking help where needed.

There must be special healing & nurturing care Elderly people for free or at very reasonable prices.

There must also be rights for SGL (or Same Gender Loving) People. { also known as Lesbian, Gay, Transgendered, Bisexual or Queer People  }
People who have more than a $ 300 Million Dollar personal or corporate wealth are asked to voluntarily contribute significant amounts of money to a super fund, such as the United Way, that will be used to make this new world and these new policies possible.  The Fund is to be controlled by an honorable, trustworthy, paid, honest, responsible group of people to be designated through an open, free, public, and fair process to be devised by grass-roots people who are also thusly qualified. This leadership MUST be on a rotating basis.  All necessary checks & balances to sustain fairness & the afore mentioned qualifications must be sustained & maintained.   

Real, Authentic Black Man -- An Indigenous Black Man

A Real, Authentic Black Man—An Indigenous Black Man…

By Brother Tracy Gibson


Your sandals are like the ones Jesus Christ wore…
Your hair is locked, or perfectly braided by your woman or your man…
Your hands are worn from the heat and toil of working in the fields…
Your brow is wet with the honest result of toil…
Your ancestors sprang from the Nile Valley as they overlooked the Root Dynasty, the Empire of Ancient Africa they had created…
You are now ALL OVER THE WORLD..
From Egypt to Chad to Gibbon to Atlanta to Kenya to Philadelphia…
You are there and have seen it all…
You are a Christ Child…a MASTER of men…
A man who owns time itself… But you don’t Lord over other men and women…
You are the Indigenous one—not the invader…
You are the essence of love And Respect for humanity…
Your rugged feet walked through Nazareth and Bethlehem
Your ancestor’s eyes were cast into the sky to create the SUN And the STARS…
You are an ancient African man and
As you walk through the City of New York, the perfect mix of
The Ancient and the Contemporary, few Europeans understand the dimensions of your existence among them…
Frankly, you are superior…
You have come from dirt and dust to once again rule the world…
You are a champion of fairness, justice and righteousness among men who plunder and hate….
You are an African Emperor in a pin striped suit
READY FOR THE WORLD…….AND Still,

You are NOT, allowed to be the hero and romantic lead because the mere vision of you shapes thought, time and response ….

But let’s be clear, if you are not a large part of the shaping of the New World, there will be NO NEW WORLD…

Brother Tracy Gibson

Copyright warnings and infringements from ``It's Your Biz,'' By Susan Wilson Solovic, with Ellen R. Kadin and a forward by Edie Weiner. Page 150...



``Because I write many columns and blog posts for a variety of companies and media organizations, I use search-engine tools to alert me if anyone is picking up and using my material. Some people have literally copied my writing and presented it as their own, even though this is an obvious copyright infringement. There are both civil and criminal penalties for copyright violations, and the severity of the penalties depends on the situation.''



Elements of the non-fiction book proposal

Writing In Wet Cement…

Cover Letter:

October 16, 2013 Wednesday

Random House
New York


I am a writer with a host of experience seeking publication with your publishing company.  My new book had the original title of ``The Reawakening of the African Diasporar,'' but I changed it to ``Tracks to Truth, Power & Justice,'' and yet again to ``Writing in Wet Cement.'' I have an old volume that was also called ``The Re-Awakening of the African Diasporar,'' from several years ago.  I thought it over and I want to go back to the original title of ``The Re-Awakening of the African Diasporar,''   I must apologize for any confusion I am causing.  I have written many publishers and I have some of the work on my blog entitled ``The Politics of Real.''  Some of the writing from this book is several years old, over 15 years old if not more. While I have a copy of the book's official copyright registration from the Library of COngress under the name ``Tracks to Freedom, Justice and Freedom'' I thought I had originally sent the information in to the Library of Congress as ``The Re-Awakening of the African Diasporara.'' All I know is, the book was written some time ago and mostly completed whhile I lived in New Castle, Delaware from roughly November of 2006 to January of 2010.  These dates may not be exact, but are to the best of my recollection. The book is a guide for parents and youth to learn and develop better social values and be more responsible individuals.  The goal is to help them be more responsible, alert, law-abiding, education-minded, and an assett to our community instead of a detriment as they are sometimes viewed to be by the major media. It was especially written with troubled Black males in mind, but is well-suited for females as well.    [There was a Black Film Festival--called The Black Star Film Festival--here in Philadelphia this past summer of 2013. I have to say that I was pleased and suprised when such well-behaved, thinking, courageous and bright Black young people came out for the event. I was very pleased and delighted. .. I was practically overwhelmed....  I had encased our young Black people in the same frankly racist cell that the major White media does from time to time and this was a very wrong thing for me to do. I have enclosed one short excerpt for your consideration and a formal book proposal as best I could manage to get together. [If it is NOT suitable, please let me know who you might suggest to get it in much better order, for your proper and formal consideration.].  Please feel free to contact me at your earliest convenience. 

Peace and Blessings,

Brother Tracy Gibson,

Phone: 1 (215) 921-2065.

E-Mail: BrotherTracy11@GMail.Com  [For more formal Business]

BLockBoi75@Yahoo.Com [For sport and more informal communications.]

Copy of Query Letter

Title Page



``Writing In Wet Cement,''



By Brother Tracy Gibson

Table of Contents [for the proposal]

Overview

About the Author

Brother Tracy Gibson is an uncle, writer, businessman, philanthropist and activist living and working in the West Philadelphia area.  He was educated at The Ohio State University [BA in Journalism with a minor in Black Studies]; and he has worked for two major publications--The Philadelphia Tribune and after a Summer Internship in 1977, he took a position at TV Guide Magazine in 1981.  He worked there for a year and a half and was transferred to Radnor, PA the mega magazine's National Headquarters. He worked at TV Guide for a total of 13 years.  He loves politics and especially loves mixing metaphors by writing about political events while also being an activist for progressive events and struggling people, especially Black People.  Anything to do with the advancement of Black people, Mr. Gibson usually finds His Way weighing in on the issue and working towards making positive, progressive change.  A life-long Democrat, Mr. Gibson recently changed to being an Independent voter.  He considers Himself a true North American Patriot. He is single and ``In The Life.''

The Market / The Community We are Targeting for Sales

We are looking at the parents, guardians and grand parents of young Black males and young Black females as our main customer base. Their children, ages 12 through 27 who are interested in growing their knowledge of self and of being a more viable, productive, politically aware and informed youth, with take interests in the book as Well.  The parents, guardians and Grand Parents will be between the ages of 35 to about 97.  The reason we are choosing this particular audience for our book is that this is the group needing the most help in establishing better values through education, religious experiences, spirituality, social contacts, political education and so forth.  This is also the group that can best gain from good, solid political analysis and stories with ethical and moral values held within the telling.


Promotion

I think parents and young people alike Will find the volume--``Writing in Wet Cement''--I wrote to be constructive, delightful, thought provoking, informative, intelligent, open-minded, helpful, respectful of our elders, and respectful of our people and our ancestors and even an inspiration to do better in life.  With a study plan, help from our churches and Mosques and work towards discovering and rediscovering who we really are, this book will help us towards a path to righteousness, responsibility, dignity and self-respect.  These aspects on life are often missing in much of our own upbringing and in the upbringing of our children.

Competition

There will likely be several publications about Black men coming out soon, but I haven't seen many that deal with Black youth and Black male teens in particular.  Coming from the perspective a a Gay Black man who DOESN'T want to see more Black teens take on this particular lifestyle, I think I have a very unique but highly desirable perspective.  First of all: one of the threats to Black men and boys is this whole idea that our masculinity is under attack.  [ It IS under attack and this is an issue I deal with in a unique Way in the book.]  Second of ALL, Most of the Black community wants to see our Black youth become responsible, reliable, Law Abiding, Up-Standing and employed or successfully in business for themselves......  This book has all kinds of paths and roads towards those ends.  I also have solutions and suggestions at the end of each chapter that help lead people on paths that are more viable in helping attain success in North America. Included:  good work habits; successful entrepreneurship; earning a degree; and buying a home.  Starting a family too soon is one of the major drawbacks of being Black and living in the inner city.  I strongly suggest our youth get educated and wait for marriage and children until they have started on a path to financial solvency. This one decision can have an incredibly positive impact on life chances for stability and happiness...  I also have a great and unique perspective about our parents who have Gay and Lesbian children.  We don't need to encourage that behavior, but if our young teens or older teens  or young adults do choose or take on that lifestyle, the last thing we should do as parents, guardians or loved ones and or grand parents is throw them out of the house and disown them.   There is also a real need for an organization for parents, guardians and grand parents who are dealing with the homosexuality of their children that may well be an off-shoot of the book--such as Black Parents of Gays, for example.

Partial Outline

New Outline for My New Book: ``Writing in Wet Cement,’’ By Brother Tracy Gibson, October 16th, 2013 Wednesday...

1} Introduction; Page 1- 5.1

2} Quote About the Hopi Indians; Page 5.2

3} Quote About the Jewish People; Page 5.3 – 5.4

4} Dear Good Brothers and Sisters. A Rap on My Being Gay;

Page 5.5 – 8

5} Malcolm X’s Comments on Ancient Black Civilizations; Page 8.9 – 9.1

6} Other Quotes;  Page 9.2 – 9.9

7} Getting Help and Quotes from W.E.B. DuBois; Page  9.9 – 11.9

8} Warnings and Disclaimers; Page 11.9 – 1

9} Introduction #2; Page 12.3 – 14.2

10} Dedication to: Leon; Larry and Frank; Page 14.5 – 15.5

11} To: Knee Knee Dedication #2; Page 15.7 –6.2

12} Not So Famous Quotes; Page 16.3 – 18.8

13} Being Patient; Page 18.9 – 19.5

14} Being Honest and Open; Page 20.4

15} More Quotes; Page 20.5 – 20.8

16} An Open Letter About Homosexuality; Page 20.9 – 22.7

17} More Quotes and an African Folk Fable; Page 22.8 – 26.9

18} Sections of This Book; Page 27

19} What I say As Grace; Page 28.1 – 28.2

20} The Power of Being Black….. and Loving It…..; Page 28.4 – 30

21} The Broken Poem; Page 31.5 – 31.8

22} The Decision; Page 31.9 – 32.1

23} Visit Africa; Page 32.2 – 35.5

24}The Dog That Peed on the Birthday Cake; Page 35.5 – 35.9

25} Why Do All My Superheroes Have to be White??? Page; 36.9 – 37.8

26} The Truth About The Honorable Elijah Muhammad; Page 37.8 – 47.5

27} The Decision; Page 47.6 – 49.2

28} Green Light; Page 49.3—49.9

29} Why Many Black People Will NOT Vote for Obama Again; Page 49.9—52.6

30} What Would Happen???...; Page 52.7 – 53.3

31} How I Feel About Black People, Being Black, and About Our Achievements as a Race…; Page 53.4 – 55.2

32} Humiliation and Disappointment ; Page 55.3 -- 56

33} Why I Despise the Term ``Trade’’ as it is used to Signify Black men and Other Stories of Discontent about the Black Same Gender Loving Community; Page 56.1 – 56.5

34} Hatred and Homophobia Hurts Us All; Page 56.6 – 58.8

35} Men’s Country; Page 58.9 – 60.1

36} There Is Something Sad about Being Gay; Page 60.1 – 60.9

37} Liberty Vs. Liberation; Page 60.9 – 63.3

38} Forgiveness? Not So Fast; Page 63.3 – 64.3

39} Dealing with Your Anger, Frustration, Rage, Hatred and Jealousy in a Positive Way Could Save Your Life… and Someone Else’s!!!; Page 64.3 -- 67.5 

40} Another Healing Confession… What Goes on In Mental Institutions; Page 67.5—68.9

41} On Being Frustrated; Page 68.9 – 70.2

42} A Report from Former Congresswoman Cynthia McKinney about Haiti; Page 70.2 – 74.9

43} Pushback; Page 74.9 – 78.1

44} The Spy Who Never Loved  Us; Page 78.2 – 80.8

45} We Are Not the United States of Haiti… But We Should Help…; Page 80.9 – 83.1

46} Friends of Somafco—Reaching Out to South Africa in a Positive Way; Page 83.2 – 84

47} Sports and the Black Man… From Terrell Pryor and LeBron James to Michael Vick and Don’t Look Back…; Page 85 – 87.9

48} Muhammad ALi; Page 87.9 – 88.5

49} Your Big Day; Page 88.6 – 89.7

50} Damned Yankees; Page 89.9 – 90.5

51} NBA Players; Page 90.5 – 91.2

52} We Have Become Numb: There is So Much Violence in America; Page 91.2 – 93.3

53} Over Production in the West and How Indigenous Peoples Learned Centuries Ago, to Live Off the Land --  Only taking What they Need…; Page 93.3 – 94.5

54} The Stolen Treasure of Tutankhamun; Page 94.5 – 95.5

55} Henry Louis Gates, Jr. and the Wonders of Africa; Page 95.5 – 96.9

56} ``Pirate’’ Issue in Somalia, West Africa Not So Cut and Dry…; Page 96.9 – 98.2

57} Don’t Be Fearful of Witches, Werewolves, Warlocks, Serpents, Goons, Gargoyles, Goblins, and Devils…; Page 98.2 – 101.9

58} There Is A Wealth of Talent In Our Family Roots…; Page 101.9 – 103.9

59} Life Is A Big, Ripe, Juicy Piece of Fruit, Grab a Piece and Take a Big Bite We Are Not Here for Long!!; Page 103.9 -- 105

60} The Confessions of a Black, Radical Homosexual Writer…..; Page 106 – 109.5

61} There Is Nothing Queer about Being Gay; Page 109.5 – 109.6

62} The Kennedys; Page 109.6 – 111

63} The Gay Community vs. The Same Gender Loving Community; A Conflict in More Than Just Terms; Page 111 – 115.7

64} A Life Lesson That Lasted; Page 115.7  -- 116.2

65} A Message to All Black Celebrities; Page 116.3

66} Mo About the Big ``O’’ Scam; Page 116.4 – 119.1

67} Media Chump Tyler Perry: What Will Be His Legacy? ; Page 119.2 – 122.8

68} The Missing Angle from the Media Triangle; Page 122.9  --  124.2

69} Three Champions; Page 124.2  --  126

70} Good Health Care; Page 127 – 128.1

71} Good, Authentic National Security: (Minding Our Own Business) – A Better Strategy for the United States and for International Justice; Page 128.1 – 133.9

72} Running a Peace-Time Economy; Page 133.9 – 135.2

73} Cutting Back on the Bloated, Wasteful U.S. Military Budget... Who Says We Can’t?; Page 1135.2 – 136.5

74} A Statement on the Importance of the Word…; Page 136.7  --  137.5

75} Why I Don’t Like Tiger Woods…; Page 137.6  --  138.4

76} Why We Need Reparations Now; Page 138.5  --  141.3

77} A Positive Message to People of European Descent Who Do the Correct Thing (Not the Right Wing) Thing; Page 141.4  --  143.2

78} My Years At the All Peoples Congress; Page 143.2 --  144.2

79} Being Exclusive is NOT The African Way; Page 144.2 – 146.8

80} Why and How Obama Happened; Page 146.8  --  148.5

81} More on President Obama; Page 148.5  --  149.8

82} More Still On President Obama: His Achievements After One Year; Page 149.8  --  150.5

83} The Number of Hangings in the U.SW. --  Mostly Down South; Page 150.6 --  151.2

84} Voting—Why We Must!!!; Page 151.3  -- 153.7

85} From the Bottom—Patriotism – Who Owns It? ; Page 153.7  --  154.5

86} Skills Assessment; Page 154.6  --  155.6

87} Economics And Finances for Black Folk; Page  155.7 --  164.5

88}  Leaving the Poor People’s Club Behind Forever; Page 164.5  --  167

89} The Knowledge Hut; Page 168  --  174.6

90} Twelve Disciples; Page 174.7 --  175.5

91} Powerful Third Eye; Page 175.6  --  179.9

92} Brothers and Sisters; Page 179.9

Sample Chapters










Sample Chapter # 1:

Introspective Thoughts on Being Black and Gay in North America….

By Brother Tracy Gibson.

It is not easy being Black and Gay in North America--especially if you are a Grass-Roots Patriot... Yes we are attractive and in ``Vogue.’’ Yes we have sex and have fun and can, to some degree, enjoy our lives, especially now with the higher level of acceptance of Gay and Lesbian people in general. But underneath the parties, the bar scenes, the entertainment industry jobs and flashy new acceptance and the ``Gay Marriage’’ issue; there is a lot of pain that runs very, very deep and a Black community that is still unforgiving, harsh and often hateful towards us. But all that aside, I have to ask each and every Gay and Lesbian Black person in North America, what have you done lately to raise the ethical standard for yourself and our community? What have you done to be more honest in your personal and business relationships? What have you done to make your living as a faithful Christian, Jew or Muslim ring true, real and authentic with yourself [ourselves] and in the face of GOD? What have you done to be honest with yourself about the issues you have that need clarification, study, thought and mental and emotional healing? When we do these things, this introspective homework, we will see our level of acceptance rise and even if we don’t our level of self-esteem, self-LOVe and self-acceptance will go up significantly and that will cause the healing and the forward motion we have all been working towards, waiting for and or are seeking to actually begin.....



I have been politically and financially and even socially ostracized for some of the views I have.When you LOVe God and LOVe yourself, you have a tendency to step on the toes of racism, injustice, bullying, phoniness and hate without even trying or taking calculated steps to do so. The Bull-Shit artists have to move out of your Way so you can do your work. It is NOT easy to be real with yourself. Especially if the Bull Shit artists sit in the White House, in Union Halls, in Editorial Board meetings at the Philadelphia Tribune or at Philadelphia Magazine’s plush down town editorial office. Or, yes, on Wall Street or at the TV Networks or other places of power like the Pentagon or Madison Avenue.There are now, more than even, a lot of Bull Shit artists in this world. [I could name several, but you might be surprised at the names I come up with. You might also be surprised to find that I am NOT only talking about White racist male Republicans.] I am also talking about young attractive Black men who are homosexual, but because of a job and a paycheck, or a ``successfil'' business, they stay inside a cocoon they perceive as safe and cushioned. Just ask the Brother who is now getting all the accolades for ``coming out’’ as a Gay BLack man who plays for the NBA. Everybody loves him now, but no one is talking about the people he may have hurt when he was flexing his perceived Heterosexual muscles by calling other Gay men, maybe even sex partners, the big ``F’’ word... Calling people that name may have made his male ego larger and helped him shrug off the looks he might have been getting when it was discovered in the press that he had no steady girlfriend.



But those are only allegations. {And frankly, none of our business as true believers in GOD--we should be preoccupied with doing His work--Am I correct?} I can really only talk about myself. Therapy has done me a world of good. I have seen a therapist for about 34 years. Now I mostly go to get medicine every third month and to chat a bit about any real troubles I’ve been having. Usually now the troubles are more professional than personal in nature, especially since I don’t have a steady man friend right now. But we as Black Gay men do a lot of hiding, shady treatment of others and back-biting that feeds into a lot of negativity. This negativity ultimately goes into the general perception that we are not a healthy segment of the Black community. But our Whole Black community needs to be sitting on the Psychiatrist's sofa. We have, as a people, some very hurt feelings and hurt ideas that need to be set correct, healed and rectified so we can, as a people move on and move forward...

I want to share with you two things that my Pastor at church, the Unity Fellowship Christ Church in Philadelphia, Pastor Jeff Haskins said to me or omitted to comment on that show just how far we have to go as BLack Gay and BLack Lesbian people and as BLack people in general. I once mentioned in an e-mail that we should have a picture of a Black Christ at church, not the White one that has been there for seven years. [We share the church space, so I’m not sure this is possible, but it would have been nice to have gotten enough respect to have gotten an answer.] Don’t get me wrong.Pastor Haskins is a sweet, kind, generous [in spirit], LOVing, and healthy person [in mind and body]—much more so than many of us as Black people are. Really we can even have a White Jesus and A Black one, but we should certainly have a BLack one.  There is only a White one there now.... He, Pastor Haskins,  visited my home once when I was feeling a bit down and not making good decisions for myself for a brief time. I was not dealing with reality correctly and honestly for a while there and Pastor Haskins and my LOVing Sister, Mrs. Claudia Aziza Gibson Hunter, really helped me find a better path. GOD helped also. But the fact that there is a White Jesus at church--and only a WHITE Jesus-- speaks volumes about how we don’t or can’t correctly take on the mantel that GOD has given us and move forward with it. When we truly LOVe ourselves we want to see our image in positive places and represented by positive people. Sometimes I think it doesn’t matter if Jesus was Black or White, but to pray in the presence of a White picture of Jesus in a mostly Black, politically aware, self-affirming Gay church says we are not really serious about who and what we are and how we can advance from where we are to what we want to be. That little picture says it ALL. Black images have been emasculated, destroyed, torn asunder, disheveled and misrepresented since the days of Amos and Andy right through to the images that are displayed in most of Tyler Perry’s movies. That one little picture may be part of the reason we don’t have the new church building and new location we want for our church. Another thing that Pastor Haskins did that showed me where He is as opposed to where He needs to be was I once told him over a nice Asian dinner at 40th and Chestnut Str--right here in Philadelphia's University City-- that I had suffered with some anger issues around race in North America. He said point blank, ``I Guess you are just racist.’’ After I picked my broken ego off the floor, I said, no I’m not a racist. I have totally legitimate concerns about being Black in North America. I think those concerns have been revealed by the dismay many people have after the ``innocent'' verdict for Zimmerman as a dead Trayvon Martin lay in the ground.... I think those concerns are revealed when we look at the incredible numbers of Black men and Black women who are incarcerated in U.S. prisons. I think those concerns are totally understandable when we look at the continuing unemployment rates in cities like Philadelphia, Detroit [where the City Council voted down a proposal for Africa Town and now the City is going Bankrupt], Chicago, Los Angeles, Newark and Camden to mention only a few. And I think those concerns are still very real when I look at the total mismanagement of our Schools at the hands of a mostly-White state board in Pennsylvania that is more concerned about the profits of the private sector than the Well-being of our youth and their proper education.

Some of the leaders of the Black Gay community are in desperate need of more training on racial matters; leadership matters; matters of relating to other leaders without letting ego get in the way; and in matters of raising funds properly and ethically. There is a segment of the so-called ruling class that really wants to help us even though much of our political astigmatism has been their fault. We have to find Ways of letting that help and healing happen in a positive and meaningful Way without falling all over each other grabbing for dollars, free professional services and the non-gentrified refurbishing of our houses, businesses, communities, churches and schools. We cannot afford to be in high and respected places and be novices politically. That just doesn't work.

On yet another matter and in my relating to another Black Gay activist in Philadelphia. I sent an e-Mail to Brother Tyrone Smith about how I felt a real level of ostracizing or marginalizing from our own community, but I personalized it and mentioned him and Michael Hinson, another Black Gay leader--very visible--in Philadelphia during the Street Administration. Michael was also very visible before that as head of the Colours Organization. [Brother Tyrone was head of an organization calledUnity which provided support services to people with HIV and Aids in the Philadelphia area.] Unity was very, very effective for any number of years and Brother Tyrone MUST be commended for part of that effectiveness under His stewardship. I want to publicly apologize to Brother Tyrone and Michael for that remark, but like I’ve said, I’ve felt out of the loop for years in some circles of leadership right here in Philadelphia, even though I have dedicated myself to the political struggle here for over three decades.
 {Most of my work has concerned the Health and Well-Being of Black People}.

Another sector I have felt ostracized and omitted from was Congressman Gray's dealings as a Black City Father.  With over 20 years of activism under my belt at the time, I felt and still feel I more than deserve to be included when money was given out for certain Black Progressive projects. I was NEVER invited to the table. Still. Like it says in the Bible, I forgave him and I gave some of my very hard earned few monthly dollars to one of Reverend Gray's charities at his passing a few months ago.

I'm not saying I am better than anybody else. What I'm saying is that until we as Black people STOP letting the corrupting influences of the dollar bill get in the way of what we want to achieve for our people, we remain mortals scattered about like so many roaches, unable to pick up the ropes or power and control our own destinies.


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RESUME

I Am Brother Tracy Gibson—Writer—Consultant—Advocate----Businessman: 670 North 41st Street; Philadelphia; PA; 19104. Phone: 1 {215}823 9985. E-Mail: BrotherTracy11@Gmail.Com.

Objective:

To find a job as a consultant to help advocate for issues and concerns facing businesses and non-profits owned by People of color communities, especially within the Black community.

Work History:

I have developed several components for my own company [Brother Tracy Gibson and Associates, Inc.], including:

The Black Millionaire’s Network—devised systems to help substantiate and stabilize Black communities. We are building a plan to help people in the Black community find and develop jobs; increase credit ratings; build savings; send youth off to college on scholarships; and systematically support Black businesses, positive, healthy franchises, and Positive Partnerships….

The Knowledge Hut Stores—I am laying the ground work for a network of stores that will sell positive, constructive and ethically centered products to our Black youth such as positive DVD’s and CD’s; Black History and self-help books; and positive message Tee-Shirts and greeting cards.  This is to build better ethical values to young Black lifestyles.

Brother Tracy Gibson and Associates, Inc.—Through our Parent Company, [Brother Tracy Gibson And Associates, Inc.] we are doing positive advocacy work and research on various issues that are critical and vital to the Black community such as: Advocating for the placement of The First Black woman on the Supreme Court; Better relations and a constructive relationship with the Barnes Foundation in Philadelphia; establishing legal grounds to abolish the trade embargo against Cuba; establishing positive ties between the Black community and the city’s community of Black Gay and Lesbian people [Funds derived from these unorthodox partnerships will go towards Black women with children having more funds for Day Care in the home...

Progressive Writing History:

I have an extensive blog entitled: The Politics of Real. Access At: http://thepoliticsofreal.blogspot.com.

I have written for the following publications: The Leon Williams Journal; SBC Magazine; TV Guide Magazine [TV Listings and programming evaluations only]; The Philadelphia Tribune.

Education:

BA in Journalism with a minor in Black Studies from The Ohio State University in Columbus, Ohio. Also: attended Community College and Temple University in Philadelphia...